I lost 50 pounds after I had my fourth child, I was back to a size six and loved it. Very soon after I acheived my goal weight I became pregnant again and was diagnosed with breast cancer. I had surgery, had a beautiful little girl and six days later began chemotherapy and radiation. I am now a five year survivor of breast cancer but after pregnancy and the sedentary life of a cancer patient I have 50 pounds to lose! I realized last night while watching the LMN movie shorts "Five" about breast cancer patients that I think I actually cancer may come back if I lose the weight. Silly? I think it is holding me back, whether it is silly or not.